To:smb

just thinking about it, i feel like i really could’ve ended up liking you, but you never really gave me the chance. it’s just sad that you came to that conclusion so quickly. i don’t really blame you though, because maybe it was the way i worded everything.

the truth is, i just don’t want to be in a commitment right now because i’m genuinely not in a good place for it. love feels heavy to me at the moment, and i don’t think i can handle that kind of relationship yet.

tbh, we probably could’ve gotten closer, but damn, i didn’t expect you to react the way you did. now i’m not even sure if telling you my intentions was the right choice. maybe i delivered it badly, or maybe you understood it differently from what i meant.

i really miss you, fr. there are so many things that have happened that i wish i could tell you about.